If by doing some work which the undiscerning consider “ not spiritual work ” i can best help others , and i inwardly rebel , thinking it is the spiritual for which i crave , when in truth it is the interesting and exciting , then i know nothing of calvary love 若我最能帮助别人的工作乃是那些没有属灵辨识力的人眼中所看为“不属灵的工作” ,而我却暗地里抗拒,还欺骗自己说我渴慕属灵的工作,但其实我渴想的是那些活泼有趣、令人兴奋的工作,那我就还是丝毫不懂加略山的爱。